Haven been updating for a long long time...
hohohohoho...
I hate tues and wed.
I hate this wk.
I hate mondays.
I love thursdays!!!!
WHEEEEEEEE.......

eyecandified. ooooooHH!!! i found out more bout herr. jus tat it's so damn confusing. i dun understand.... 23rd floor? 4th floor??
bahhhhh... wow. went to watch robots yesterday!! wheee.. okkay.. i agree it's a damn lame show la. but i got free tixs!! thankx to my mummy!! so i cannot dun go n watch rite? =) i wanna watch the eye 10. think it's like so freaky la. i bet my eyecandy's gonna be watching it. wif her bf. so they can cuddle up 2gether. hohoho.. i'm so damn.. ewww.. dirty minded?

regrets. regrets. regrets. sighhh... I dunno wad da heck I am doing but I jus love blogging today. hahas. must be my raging hormones. ahhhhhh!!! oh well.. i jus blushed. i think I blush too easily.

ewww. and i post so many stuff bout my eyecandy. wad's wrong with me? damn. i wanna get a life. omg. one moment i'm so eyecandified. next moment i feel as if i'm shittyfied. must be the stooooopid hormones. gosh. i begin to not-so-like my 2 eyecandies now. but neva mind me n my stoooooooooooooooooooopid hormones. i'll start to like or maby love them in da next few seconds.

well, now crez awards is going on and i am like a vegetable, sitting in front of my computer blogging.. i wonder how izzit? bet it's gonna be very hipp. wow! haven been to crez awards b'fore despite my 2 years in tis skooool. i wanna go some day. provided tat my eyecandy go. omg. see. blame my hormones. damn.


I'M STRESSED UP! GIMME A LIFE... and more time wif mi eyecandy -hormones sux.

great. i found out tat i'm hunched back too. and i'm so damn paranoid. thankz to samantha quek. I just filled up the gap in my heart, my body, my soul.
The part which has been missing for so long.
The part which I had been searching for a million years.
Courage was what I found...
On my way out of school today!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!..
okayyy.. i think i'm going crazy...
no choice..
I jus got da courage to say "bye ** ***!!!" and wave like mad and SMILE...
and she waved back and SMILED... and said BYE PEARLYN...
and I felt a glow..
I felt warmth...
wow..
ohwells...
I found out tat she takes 111 opposite da road.
To dunno where. coz it doesn't lead to her house at all.
mayb to orchard road.. who noes???
aniwae.. i'm on a mission..
to find out and learn more new things in my life... ohwell..
MY EYECANDY IS IN DA CANTEEN RIGHT NOW!!!
ShE'S BEEN SITTING THERE FOR 1 1/2h!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
AND I'M NOT INVOLVED IN WADEVA SHE'S DOING!!!!
and i'm on a mission now...
on da mission to find out her hp model..
i saw her with like 3 hp???!?!
whoa!!
She must bee a rich ass...
wow.. i wanna go visit her house.
seriously..
and get into her bedrooom...
not to do some erms.. pervertic stufff...
jus to take a "tour"....

oh.. j****** wants to say: *** ** stinks like hell..
ok... jessica? satisfed??? muahahahahaha...
oh yah. she in being so nice. sending me da sims.
so i shall erase this.
bbye post!!!

aniwae.. i shall continue with my eyecandy introduction!!!
tmr sch hols... i mean public hols.
damn it. why carn it be on like a tues or wed???
den there will be no geog and english!!!
friday!!! i'm gonna miss 1h 10min of my favourite time.
sobs.

tatatatata....
tatatatata....
tatatatata....
ohboy. I'M STRESSED!!!!

I WANNA SEEEE HER!!!! life. many important lessons to be learnt. i've learnt loads after falling down. one still has to crawl up again. sigh. is there a purpose in life? must be. or not why is there this boook i saw tat day which is called the purpose driven life?

learning throught my own experiences is fun. better than sitting in class in front of cheng cheng and i can't be doing anything. somemore she is not nice to stare at. sigh. my eyecandies are better. oh well, being sad is no use. it's a waste of time. my precious time. shall not be so depressed anymore.

does an irritated face mean things?? i am so freaked out by that. please not let it be what i think it is.. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
trying very hard not to sin. preparing myself for this huge event of my life. gosh. i can't wait. let me enter into your dooors soon. ...OooooO...
I lurveee palm sunday..
hahas..
my palm leaf has this erms.. pandan/banana/mango leaf smell??
it smells weird la.
but aniwae it's rotting...
wooot!
tis friday no schoooooooool.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
i wanna watch the eye.
but i dun dare. sobs...

aniwae.. 2dae we had a NEW SCIENCE TEACHER..
to replace da mrs goh...
and he's a GUY...
he reminds me of mr gau.
n i fell asleep during his class...
bahhhhh...
he's no sissy i guess..
and he's frm de la salle n sji...
WOOOOT ..
still,
i dun like him.
bahhh phew... finally able to bloggggggg...
wireless sux!!! t's so damn unstable heree.. got disconnected like... 6times? driving me super nuts!! diaos~

ahhh.. been finding a new blog skin.. and i did!!! hahasss... so in da nxt few days, u will see an xtreeem makeova!

tata... ohyeah. finally back from my trip to gold coast. WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!! i love it there man. how i wish i can migrate there and never come back. never. hahas. no more stress. no more homewerk. no more blahh.. tat means no more eyecandies too. i think it's better. so it wont be so bad for my health. my mental health. my physical health.

CAN I JUS MAKE UP A FREKIN EXCUSE AND SAY I JUS REACHED S'PORE AND CANNOT FINISH MY HOMEWERK?!?!?! *#&%"@?>:$}O_@*)$&)^%($*

what kind of holiday is this man? like totally no holidays at all.. blahhhh... so much homewerk. so little time. either gimme more time. or less homewerk. blahh teachers. blahh school. i carn believe tat every subject oso got homewerk!!!!! BLAHHHHHH... eng, maths, chi, lit, home ec (even such a bo liao subject oso hv hw), art.... wadda heck is this man. but luckily.. i toook a break. AWAY FROM EVERYTHING.... wow.
time really flies.
in like 2h. i'll be at da airport.
flying off to goldcoast.
i'm gonna miss everyone here man.
esp. her. and her. (my 2 darling eyecandy)
and my family.
and my frens.
but i like it.
can skip maths remedial. and geog mass lecture. teehee...
ohwells.. will be back on thurs mornin i guess...
dun worrry.
will get soooveniors..
esp for those ppl who keep bugging tis morning for dem ah!
=) wow.
time really flies.
in like 2h. i'll be at da airport.
flying off to goldcoast.
i'm gonna miss everyone here man.
esp. her. and her. (my 2 darling eyecandy)
and my family.
and my frens.
but i like it.
can skip maths remedial. and geog mass lecture. teehee...
ohwells.. will be back on thurs mornin i guess...
dun worrry.
will get soooveniors..
esp for those ppl who keep bugging tis morning for dem ah!
=) wow.
time really flies.
in like 2h. i'll be at da airport.
flying off to goldcoast.
i'm gonna miss everyone here man.
esp. her. and her. (my 2 darling eyecandy)
and my family.
and my frens.
but i like it.
can skip maths remedial. and geog mass lecture. teehee...
ohwells.. will be back on thurs mornin i guess...
dun worrry.
will get soooveniors..
esp for those ppl who keep bugging tis morning for dem ah!
=) hahas.
i feel satisfied.
i've got satisfaction!

to make something come true.
u gotta believe... omg.
council sub comm interview tmr!
i am gonna faint.
gosh.
i need strength.
breathe. stop screaming at me. u think doing this will work ah. i carn stand ur dumbass attitude problem. a good kid no more. dumbass sidekick. screaming at me. i carn stand it anymore. u changed. never ever the same. i am bad taste in u. bleeeah. ok..
done wif my crapping. now pp tokin.. not paper la. philys pham. geog. ahh. so boring. feeling tat i'm lacking something today. i dunnno wad. but jus this part of my soul is gone. to where? i dunno. help.

old folks home rawks. not da home. not da old folks. da bus ride there n back rawks. ms lau told us her ahem. "life story".. hahs.. i tell u she's a genius man. from nanyang.. and take like tri sci? n can speak so many stuff summmore.. sigh..

dozing off. anna chengg arrived. bahh. in class now. with tis annna cheng cheng.
bahh. so boring.
currently addicted to vortex ro. tis nice yet FREE ro game.
yay!
going wif lwl to old folks home later to do cip.
she seems nice.
hmmm...
and no.
i am not les. dammit. meet the parent + sec3 placement briefing is sooooo totally.. blah. sigh. i like da ushering duty part. i hate da meeting teachers part. oh wells...
was practically acting retarded when i ushered da parents.. "gd evening sir/mdm.. r ya here 4 da sec 3 placement briefing? tis way pleaseee" i think i repeated tis for like.. 40/50 times? aniwaes. it's so fun. hahaha...

ohwell, meet da parents. so yucks man. LWL din say anithing bad bout me la... jus say mi maths not good.. blah blah.. all crap la.. hohoho... den it was like.. my eyecandy's turn. my mama went to speak to her. she said i write compo so damn good.. and all da crap la.. and say wad.. my marks so good. and i pay attention in class.. as if lor. i jus like staring at her tats all! =) den she said i like to talk in class.. which is true.. coz sometimes i'm sick of staring at her. yah.. den she said someting.. something which i din expect her to know. i wonder how teachers work out things man.

she said i am damn kan cheong in exams.. how she noe? and tat i am EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE... GOSH... i think she found out. i'm so dead Should I?
Should I not?
Sigh.. stress. stress. stress...
stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.
HELPPP..

Should I tell my eyecandy not?
Not tat i'm gonna tell her i like her la.
I'm gonna tell her something tat gonna break her heart and gotta do with 2s1's life.
breaking her heart.
i dun dare to do it.
HELPPPP....

Should I?
Should I not? great. my comp is lagging like mad. and i carn see wad i'm typing now. so i guess i have to rely on my typing skills la. coz da screen takes like 3min to show da words out. which is bloody slow... and by tat tie i finish blogging le. sigh.. i hate this.. all i see is a white screen.

ole. i gonna have da do ushering duty on friday. meet the parent session. i wonder if SHE will go.. hahahas... really really really hope to see her ah. oh well, nxt tues peace haven visit. 1st time "going out" wif ms lau.. hehe.. gonna b exciting... wow.. council bbq on 17th march. da day i'm gonna be coming back from my darling gold coast trip. i wonder if i will fall flat and sleep man. gonna be so tired. omg. nxt tues is council interview!!!! wonder if i can pass.. and becum a councillor.. sigh.. joanna... sorry ah.. 2dae went late.. coz i was lesson-ing.. hohoho...

damn. now all da words come out. n i reaslie tat i got soooooo many typo errors. better go change. c la.. waste my time summore.. ohwell, 2dae was a really bad day. early in da morning, got woken up by da thunder.. at like 4.45.. den after tat carn sleep le. so i laze in my bed till like 5.15. den i woke up. den after tat.. was in a really badddd moooood. internet in sch got prob. cannot play ro. irritating freaks pissing me off.. and bah. carn c my eyecandy at all. miserable eh...


i miss yeww.. dun go away... forever remembered. it's our destiny. fated. Bahhhh... today had sci PRACT. i think i PRACTically failed. (haha. how lame can i get?) i got a totally diff result from my frens. boohoohoo.. my cup c had da highest temperature.. damn. i am so dead. theirs was cup a. (ewww.. sounds like bra man)...

aniwae.. i din get to c my eyecandy 2dae. sobs. ohwells, we got our year book le!! I loooook soooo retarded last year!!!! yucks. hohoho. aniwae.. my eyecandy loooks totally disgusting. so sucky in da yearbooks. all 3 photos sux man. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!

sigh. i think our class is really bad. today ms lau cried. seriously. cried. coz our class got lots of complaints from other teachers. namely anna cheng la. sigh. well. we seriously are bad. some people have no sensitivity lor. ms lau cry. u laugh for wad?!?! aniwae, c her cry.. it's so scary can. i feel like crying too. sobs. oh wells, ruth was thinking of like creating a vanguard sheet and writing apology on it.. den da whole class contribute lor. well, i dunno.. all i noe is. we are too much. full stop. she is nice. my eyecandy is nice too!! =) musn't make her cry anymore.

btw, heard tat shes getting MARRIED in JUNE!! so it's A BRIDE'S STRESS.. coz MARRAIGE is HARD WORK. so we better BE GOOD. make her feel PROUD. =)